What was going through your mind when you were sawing the branch with the tracker jacker nest?

I hope I don’t get stung. I hope this is worth the risk. I hope I don’t die. I hope the careers won’t catch me.. Oh no I am going to die. Maybe this will work.. I need to risk it.. This is the only way.. Oh how I hope I live through this…
Let’s just say there were a lot of mixed emotions.